Thursday, April 12, 2012

Tusker

~click~ The new recent addition of our tribe the doc has made a graveyard for the dead.  Both urukha and myself attended last weekend both of us were awed at the magnificence of such a place for the dead.  Urukha felt the guilt of making such a modest place but I like it.  It has a homely feel to it, but today I promised her Id help build upon it, plant life there.. make it more of a home to her and her family.

I thought of my son last night and tonight.. I brought him up in conversation and felt the sting of what I might have had at one point.  I visited Feralas and prayed at his graveyard.. Urukha came, I must admit I did break down quite a bit.  I asked her if I had a son would we still be lifemated.. and she responded with a yes, she asked me to name him, she told me she would be there for me and I am unsure how much she knew her very words moved me.

I suppose both me and my lifemate have some past issues to work past but we have each other and thats what will make us strong.